My first Blog!

Yay I have arrived in the word of blogging! Ive tried blogging a few times and then lost the motivation but thanks to a good friend and her creativeness I have decided to give it a try, this time I hope to actually continue blogging and be myself, writing can be a very freeing experience, so here I am ..willing and ready!

Good change or bad?

I've started a new position at work, and as excited as I am about it I have a few insecurities as well. I don't want my fellow co workers thinking now that I have a higher position that I will go on a power trip and change, that's not it at all. If anything I want to bring excitement and fun back to work and make it more interesting for fellow co-workers. I am willing to do whatever it takes, and I am not planing on slacking or not dong my share just because I am part of management. I just hope my fellow co-workers realize that I'm just plan old me, and that I won't change.

Knight in shining armour

I can't help but wonder if perhaps there's a chance that we might be meant for each other. I texted him today in hopes that he was waiting for me to do so , and that he would txt back and proclaim his undying love to me, but that didn't happen. He replied said he was at work and politely asked me what I was up to ( I know he was just trying to be nice, because he probably thinks Im on the verge of insanity and ready to jump off my 8th floor balcony!) I replied in hopes that once again he would proclaim at least a tiny bit of love for me, but no...I waited and waited and waited...no reply. So I trudge thru the day semi broken hearted but yet holding out hope that maybe I will go home and log on to any one of the dating sites I have signed up for and I will see the lovely hope filled words *NEW MESSAGES WAITING* OH JOY!!
I guess it bothers me that he was holding out for this magical feeling he keeps talking about and Im mad because I wasnt good enough.capable of causing this "feeling". I'd like to know what feeling I did give him but he wants us to be friends and not talk about it. One of my good friends made a statement the other day at work, she said I was searching for man to rescue me, to which I replied NO!?! Then I thought about it, and I came to the sad realization that yes maybe I am looking for a Knight in shining armour to save me from this big bad world...and so what! So what if I am happy being a stay at home mom, who will learn to cook and seldom iron her husband clothes LOL. So what if Im looking for a man to take care of me?, I will take care of him to (maybe not financially haha, but Im sure if I had too I could)Im not looking for a prince nor am I looking for a 2nd Donald Trump I just want someone who is stable in the financial department, who has nice teeth, nice fashion sense and who smells good! Also European but that goes without saying LOL. Someone who doesn't mind that Im not a size 2 Cosmo model, and that I probably will never shop at Jacobs but I sure as hell will shop at Addition Elle :). I will continue my journey, and hopefully my prince will meet me half way,because I am really getting tired haha. Perhaps tonight I will have to reply to a few emails ...fingers crossed!